Assalamoalaikum Warehmatullhe Wabarkarahu ... Please dont count days n time to see Allah Subahnahu wataala"s blessing, Just forget everything just keep taqwa in your mind n body, Your heart should be clear from unwanted stuffs, no lying, seeing filthy , eating from haram money , Just go for 5 times salah at proper time try to stand in 1st row, make dua after farz salah. Keep your mind n heart clear that's it, but yes yes yes - Here Allah cheqes he servant - Even mokkil of Amal gives u a deal to clear, its 100% true, U will come across some unwanted stuffs which will be 100% haram as per Islam, At this moment u keep your mind n heart in-tec from getting involved in filthy stuffs. U r a loser + U gonna face Rujjat.
Just read with passion avoid - cell/Mobil phones - talk less - dont meet any one with out a major reason. Stay reading salawat maximum, 3 days before stop eating Raw onion - Garlic - Eggs - Meat - Fish - Curd - Butter - Chees n cant drink milk - milk products Alcohol , Wear full clothes every day n nights no shorts - plain cloths without cartoon or images. I hope u got it. If any one find me wrong or wanna give me knowledge - here 100% I am read to learn from my mistakes. Regards
Ali Hasan